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Stupid me... Last saturday n sunday i've done a very ridiculous THINGS that put me in the middle of "angle vs demon" side. You know the state of feeling that u need to choose between being bad or good. (notice I unconsciously typed out bad first before good)

Am not saying that I'm good all this while. But the intention to be in the safe side has always been there. But not after the weekend...

Not to mention lousiest new year I ever had. Didn't notice the clock was ticking and the date was changing. Honestly. Didn't even manage to set up a new year wish. Not even a single thought of it.

Probably I need more time for myself. I've just chased out few significant people from my life. And soon following..are those toys of my lonely zone.

Now I sound really like a 'bad ass' isn't it? My new year wish;

Can I be a little girl I was... having no love and lust... huge responsibilities and commitment.. God I'm sorry...that I'm still not ready to grow up. Age of choice; 6-14