Sceptical

This is the not so happy part of being abroad. Study abroad! You will hate it when people tend to judge your ability and capability by who you are and what you wear (or so I feel). I am more than happy to rely on my own capability but you know sometimes this bullshit course requirement doesn't make it possible for me to do so.

This is the kind of thing that usually drag me down. :( How else can I prove myself when I don't even get the chance to say it out. Or I would say act it out. When problem like this happened, I started to think about why I did all these in the first place. Am I really the person who enjoy torturing myself with things that I am not capable of or having confident in? If so, please remind me the next time I am about to start doing this again.

But YOU, as for now listen here. Your intelligence, your luck, your position, your skills, what you have and what you are today really due to Allah's grace. And my success too, not depending on u! Absolutely not!